Jan 02, 2005 05:34
My time's almost up. It's so sad. I talk to all of these people who don't have to go back until like Wednesday. Oh well. I can't change it, so I might as well not complain. Overall I had a great break. You know that you were happy when you think back to times and wish that you could replay them. Today was a massive work day. I got my school stuff done and put together, and am hopefully prepared for tomorrow. I sent another letter today. This one was on music paper. It was kind of long. I hope it wasn't too long, but whatever. Maybe I'm crazy. Wait, I already know the answer to that. I had to do all this research on BSE today. It was really scary. I'm definitely a vegetarian now. There was this one story about this guy who was 20 years old and had been a vegetartian and he died from BSE because he had eated a contaminated hamburger when he was a kid. It was slightly humorous in a sick way. I was like wow isn't that life? Doesn't it just figure that something like that would happen? *shakes head* It's so unpredictable. I don't like that. I like knowing what's to come and what to expect, so I can be prepared for it. I've found that if you're not prepared you're most likely to fail. So are we all going to fail at life? that doesn't make sense. It's dumb to even think about it. I don't want to go back to school. I don't like school very much. I wish I did. I don't really think it's the work, because I can do the work, it's just time consuming for the most part, but it's like just being there with so many people. They're so different. Maybe I'm so different, I don't know. I don't know what to think anymore. It feels really late. I think it's probably the weather. I like rainy weather though. It's so nice. It's like rainbows and skittles, and clouds. Things that make you happy. Rain's better in the spring, but I'll take it anytime. Hopefully next time I write I can write about getting a letter or something. Don't we love the postal service........