I told myself I was going out just to get out of the house. But I know it was not the truth. I hate being here alone all the time, yes. But, the real reason I went was I wanted to see him. I can’t help I miss him. I hate that he is still hurting me even though I have not seen him in 2 weeks ( Read more... )

After three nights of not getting much sleep at all my body caved last night. I was so exhausted ( physical and emotionally) that I more or less passed out. I sleep a solid 8 hours. Still, all I want to go is crawl back in tot bed. I am very tired still I think it might take a few days before I am not tired all the time ( Read more... )

I have been working really hard all week. Natural when I heard Feedback was playing Friday (I heard Thursday) I promised myself I would go. I am so very happy that I did. There is guy that I have seen a few times at the P & E. I have liked him from get and tonight he walked me home. Monday we are hanging out… kinda. We are going to go play in the ( Read more... )

Ever made a bad choice? I did. I feel like an ass about it too. I don’t want to get detailed but the just is this: I like him and I did not do right by him last night. I hadn’t seen him since Father’s Day. I really don’t know when I will see him again. When I do I owe him an apology. Think it will be all right if I can talk to him and say sorry. ( Read more... )

1.) Pick a hot guy....take a moment to think.
2.) Is this the guy you want?
3.) Pick his top 10 hottest, cutest, most irresistible pictures.

( Seth )

This is my horoscope for today ( Read more... )

I am going to try and work my way through the spot I have put myself in. I know it was a bad idea. All I can really hope is that make the right choices from what results. Why does bad feel so good? This muddled head really needs a Brina to take is through the fog ( Read more... )

I don’t feel all that much better. Better or not I have to go to school today. Better or not I have and interview at 12:30. Better or not I have meat science class at 1:30. Better or not I need to talk to him.

It is snowing. HARD! It has been snowing all night. It is suppose to snow all day and all night tonight too. I love snow but I hate dealing with it. It is such a pain. I don’t have studs on my car so I took the bus to school today. He says I don’t have to a told me tips for driving in it. *smiles ( Read more... )

I didn’t watch Heroes last night. I’ll watch it today. I was having way to much fun being evil to stop the RP I was in. I felt like I FINALLY reached something dark with my characters. But at the same time it left me felling icky. I think it is just some of the events of the RP. I love it ( I LOVE IT!), but dark can also be soul sucking, ( Read more... )