Jul 12, 2008 14:13
Ever made a bad choice? I did. I feel like an ass about it too. I don’t want to get detailed but the just is this: I like him and I did not do right by him last night. I hadn’t seen him since Father’s Day. I really don’t know when I will see him again. When I do I owe him an apology. Think it will be all right if I can talk to him and say sorry. I am just worried what he will think of me between now and then. I was a jerk. He has the right to think so. But I must say that I am not normally a jerk. I hope it was a momentary lapse of brain function. I am really pray that I don’t become more like how I was last night. Yeah, I am a fucktard...
going out,
emotions,
him