I love you and now I need to take a piss.
tonight was great. I had lots of fun, but of course at one moment I did fall into silence and just want to cry. Rissa, thanks for tonight, I needed that. I had tons of fun. Sorry I was a little out of it after the movie. It just really was thought provoking...
While staring at the moon, so many things can come from just staring at the moon. Closer to my heart and out of my mind. Love is just a word that slips off the tongue, it seems to lose so much meaning when said over and over...A lot of this probably won't make much sense, it's drabble out of my head, but it needs to be said, I think. I feel like love really isn't around...it's another state of mind. Sure you may care for someone, but what is love really, and how can you tell if someone is genuine in their love. With everyone saying I love you, which one is telling you the truth and which one is trying to get you in to bed, which one is just hoping to hang on to you for a few more months, even if they know its over, which one is out of guilt, which one is really out of love. What is love. can you really define something so vague? Is anyone really faithful? can you trust anyone? I mean, say you are in a relationship, can you trust that person not to look at another girl, dream of what it could be like to be with them...how can you trust yourself not to look at another, or find more in common with someone else...is this why divorce is so high, because in all actuality life is just one big question...along with love, marriage and even death??? Do we just live and settle for what is there when there could be something so much better out there, but we sell ourselves short and just forget to live anymore and everything becomes routine and you just stop...everything is no longer in your control and everything is on cruise control...I think I have probably lost most of you in long drawn out twisted thoughts, but those who are still with me, do you have anything to comment?
if you think this is good, go watch Closer, see what you think about. the vengeance, the deceit, the bitterness, the lies, the honesty...it's just so true to life it slaps you in the face and leaves your cheek reddened from the blow and the sting will still be there in the morning.
"can't take my eyes off of you....til I find someone new..."
*desire is a stranger...you think you know*Intimacy is a lie we tell*stranger*now fuck off and die*
LP
While staring at the moon, so many things can come from just staring at the moon. Closer to my heart and out of my mind. Love is just a word that slips off the tongue, it seems to lose so much meaning when said over and over...A lot of this probably won't make much sense, it's drabble out of my head, but it needs to be said, I think. I feel like love really isn't around...it's another state of mind. Sure you may care for someone, but what is love really, and how can you tell if someone is genuine in their love. With everyone saying I love you, which one is telling you the truth and which one is trying to get you in to bed, which one is just hoping to hang on to you for a few more months, even if they know its over, which one is out of guilt, which one is really out of love. What is love. can you really define something so vague? Is anyone really faithful? can you trust anyone? I mean, say you are in a relationship, can you trust that person not to look at another girl, dream of what it could be like to be with them...how can you trust yourself not to look at another, or find more in common with someone else...is this why divorce is so high, because in all actuality life is just one big question...along with love, marriage and even death??? Do we just live and settle for what is there when there could be something so much better out there, but we sell ourselves short and just forget to live anymore and everything becomes routine and you just stop...everything is no longer in your control and everything is on cruise control...I think I have probably lost most of you in long drawn out twisted thoughts, but those who are still with me, do you have anything to comment?
if you think this is good, go watch Closer, see what you think about. the vengeance, the deceit, the bitterness, the lies, the honesty...it's just so true to life it slaps you in the face and leaves your cheek reddened from the blow and the sting will still be there in the morning.
"can't take my eyes off of you....til I find someone new..."
*desire is a stranger...you think you know*Intimacy is a lie we tell*stranger*now fuck off and die*
LP