And these are the facts...
I am unhappier than 98% of the population, or at least that is what a series of tests told me. I also have trouble trusting people, I like being independent in most everything I do, I am a good people person, I am very flexible...and that's just a few key points...
something I wrote today:
If only I could let all my emotions out
remember every memory that I have blacked out
just scream and have all frustration leave
take a knife and just once not remember my past
smell smoke and not be transported back to his room
take back all the lies I have spewed
and actually be able to be open for love
not to have only bad memories
but remember the lighter side of life
if there is even such a thing
was I always this lost, confused, in such a state of turmoil
was there ever a light at the end of the tunnel
or has my life always had such a murky outlook...
and they think I'm unhappy...pishaw.
LP
something I wrote today:
If only I could let all my emotions out
remember every memory that I have blacked out
just scream and have all frustration leave
take a knife and just once not remember my past
smell smoke and not be transported back to his room
take back all the lies I have spewed
and actually be able to be open for love
not to have only bad memories
but remember the lighter side of life
if there is even such a thing
was I always this lost, confused, in such a state of turmoil
was there ever a light at the end of the tunnel
or has my life always had such a murky outlook...
and they think I'm unhappy...pishaw.
LP