I had a friend really hurt me this week and it really sucks. I feel so upset, so angry, so betrayed by it. So much so, when I found out, I had to go sit in an empty office and bawl my eyes out for a little while ( Read more... )

So I've come to realise over the past few weeks just how much I've changed as a person, and I feel that it's definitely for the positive.

It's taken a long time, a lot of downs, some ups, the loss of many friends and the realisation that I'm not so good at making new ones... but I think I've finally gown up.

( Just some musings about who I used to be vs who I am now. )

I never know what to write on here anymore ( Read more... )

I'll be everything you never dreamed.
Nothing you learned to expect.
Watch me.

PS - I think I've said it before, but I'll say it again. The Tango scene from Moulin Rouge has got to be the most intense scene in a movie. I bloody love it.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation

It's also 3.19am. Yeah, I really gotta do something about my sleeping patterns.

I remember thinking a lot of things that I could write in here tonight, but I got distracted. As always. As forever. As Now.

Oh yeah. Sunday will be 3 years since he died. Sometimes I feel like it's been longer, sometimes it feels ( Read more... )

No, no, you're right. I do remember.
I just don't care!

4.52am sucks. Not that it's 4.52am ( Read more... )

For people in my life that I know... but no names. Some comments, some advice, some... problems.

- We may not be very good friends, but thank you for the help you gave me.

- I know what you were once, and I'm afraid for you. I know you're strong, but so the temptation.

- He loves you and you're so blind to it. You're not as great as you think you are ( Read more... )

I remember when I was young the year used to take forever to finish.

Now it's speeding to an end and I don't remember half the year has gone.

You can dream my dream, you can have it all with me!