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It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
It's also 3.19am. Yeah, I really gotta do something about my sleeping patterns.
I remember thinking a lot of things that I could write in here tonight, but I got distracted. As always. As forever. As Now.
Oh yeah. Sunday will be 3 years since he died. Sometimes I feel like it's been longer, sometimes it feels like it's been shorter.
And I feel like a bad person because even after all this time... I still don't think I can care. At times I do. Like when it's all over the news and I have to be sent home from work because I can't look at the newspaper without crying. But right now? I just can't feel a thing.
It's a sad, sad situation.
But for all the wrong reasons
It's a sad, sad situation
It's also 3.19am. Yeah, I really gotta do something about my sleeping patterns.
I remember thinking a lot of things that I could write in here tonight, but I got distracted. As always. As forever. As Now.
Oh yeah. Sunday will be 3 years since he died. Sometimes I feel like it's been longer, sometimes it feels like it's been shorter.
And I feel like a bad person because even after all this time... I still don't think I can care. At times I do. Like when it's all over the news and I have to be sent home from work because I can't look at the newspaper without crying. But right now? I just can't feel a thing.
It's a sad, sad situation.
But for all the wrong reasons