Some days I really hate myself. Today is one of those days. I feel like a burden and a waste of space.

I'm sure that no one wants to hear my whine about all the things I hate about myself, so here is a meme from forever ago that I've been meaning to post.

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Soooo I was planning to make a post on how McKitzey was doing. She was diagnosed with cancer a few days ago and the vet suggested chemotherapy. (Apparently chemo is one of the standard treatments for cats, since it doesn't give them as many side effects as it does for people.) She got her first dose of chemo on Monday and seemed to be perking up ( Read more... )

I haven't had a break in 13 hours unless watching Hetalia for 10 minutes counts. I don't think it does. My head hurts and I can't think correctly and I feel like I'm overheating, but I don't want to go to bed yet. After all, I haven't had free time all day. I never want to see this stupid project again. EVER! But something tells me I'm not done ( Read more... )

Today one of my friends told me that she thought I had "many problems" (including symptoms of depression) and needed to see a therapist. I know she's a psychology major, but I wish she wouldn't try to self-diagnose me. D: She is right that I need to find a therapist, but it's for other reasons.

( Meme under the cut. (And spoilers for the Tawny Man trilogy, though I don't think anyone on my f-list has read it.) )

Yeah, today really sucked. I knew it would be a bad day when I woke up, but it turned out much worse than I expected.

I think these guys are the only reason I made it through the day. I'd almost forgotten how comforting it is to hug a cute plush when you're depressed.

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I'm so stressed. Recently it seems like the slightest provocation can cause me to burst into tears or into a fit of uncontrollable rage. The former has happened four times in the past week (including at A-kon; that was embarrassing) and the latter has happened twice. I've always been a crybaby, but usually it takes someone insulting me to my face ( ( Read more... )

This is turning out to be a very bad summer. Some days I pretend that everything's okay and other days I remember that no, it really isn't, and most of it is my own fault. One of these days my sanity is going to break, but I can't decide if seeing a counselor would make it better or make it worse. I'm ashamed of what I have done and ashamed of what ( Read more... )

I found the Ken Sugimori Bulbasaur Tomy that I'd been looking for, but...

( The condition just makes me sad. D: )

Every SECOND page I go to refuses to load. I think it's actually a problem with my school's internet connection, not my computer, but it's so annoying. Add to that the fact that LJ is still laggy and it's practically impossible for me to do ANYTHING on here. Responding to comments has become a huge ordeal, and I still have several people to reply ( Read more... )

Today really sucks. It's Valentines Day and I have yet to receive any chocolates. I'm not normally one to whine about "girly" things like this, but I have been craving chocolate for the past TWO WEEKS. But did I buy any? No. I thought "I'll be a good girl and wait for Valentines Day since my mother will be sending me a package ( Read more... )