It's been weeks and I hardly feel like I've stopped moving, because if I stop then I'll have to really think about what I did. I don't think my action was wrong, but I hate to hurt people and I hate that I made him cry and I hate being alone because I get so damn lonely. So I've been keeping busy, which isn't too hard in the evenings but is more ( Read more... )

Thoughts ( Read more... )

So, I've been thinking about how I've changed since me and Adam ended. Things progressing with Gray have triggered these thoughts ( Read more... )

Apparently I see "being ill" as "having an excuse to go over old mistakes again". Or "going over old regrets" at any rate.

( Random ramblings )