Got a truly terrifying call at work today from dad. The home had rang him saying they couldn't rouse mum. That was all he told me. He had to call all her siblings and such so he wanted to get all the calls done NOW and get down to her ( Read more... )

Saw mum today, twice. She wasn't as bad as she was on Saturday. Very tired much of the time, or else just retreating from the world because it's too hard/frustrating to interact with it. The home are looking after her. I feel like I'm mother though, cleaning up after she's had a drink the way that she did after me when I was a baby ( Read more... )

Had a bad dream last night wherein I managed to have an argument with my mum and Martha Kent. (Annette O'Toole's Martha Kent - from Smallville. Anyone who hasn't watched Smallville, hang your heads in shame ( Read more... )

Since I've known Gray I've been throwing-up-ill three times. The third time was last night. This is in slightly less than 2 years, and it's really weird for me to get that ill that often.

I have an awesome boyfriend who looks after me even when I'm really really not looking my best ( Read more... )

Spoke to a speech therapist at work today about a swallowing test for mum ( Read more... )

I haven't had the balls to go see mum at the weekend ( Read more... )

Need to think of good questions to ask at my interview on Tuesday ( Read more... )

Go me ( Read more... )

Dad and Andy came over for dinner on Sunday, which was nice. Andy got a cheap flight over and time off work. And stuck in Manhatten traffic at rush hour. Pillock ( Read more... )

Sheila is pissy because no-one told her that we were doing a collection and having a party for Bev ( Read more... )