Recently (more than usual) I feel neglected, or perhaps more like dismissed. It's like everyone around me is just making decisions that affect me, that concern me, and that really impacts my environment without even asking me what do you think? And this is very disconcerting because I feel that I do my best to always ask other people what they ( Read more... )

So the positive thing about seeing a counselor is that she clarified that regardless of whether there is a grace period I can still graduate by the end of summer. The question is whether I have to attend my own institution or a community college (the latter would not have a grace period but the price is four times cheaper ( Read more... )

I'm finally all registered for Fall Quarter(!) with ( Read more... )

Money has become a great source of comfort to me. Rather than believe in myself, who is unreliable, insecure and of the nervous and tense kind, I'd rather believe in society's love for $$. As long as I have money, preferrably in cash, I'm not afraid to venture out on my own. I don't fear getting lost, for I can call a taxi at any time. I dont ( Read more... )

My depressive teacher lectured on Romeo & Juliet, emphasizing their young puppy love and how audiences enjoy the classic because they are reminded of something they can no longer feel. He said, that love, obsessive-compulsive love, is only for immature people and that once we mature, something inside of us die and we can never feel that way again ( Read more... )