I just watched a movie called The Other Woman (spoilers abound hereafter). Natalie Portman plays a woman whose daughter dies of SIDS days after birth. I had no idea that was part of the story line. As time passes, I always think I am stronger and things like this will affect me a little less. That's not exactly true. I did think about turning off ( Read more... )

If you think it's exhausting listening to or reading what I have to say, because it so depressing or whatever... imagine living it. I'm not trying to say "poor pitiful me"... I'm just saying it's a process. It's my process.

And no one has to read or listen. I understand not wanting to... believe me.

( Gun shy. )