lets see here... its 16 hours before the organc final... and lets see who hasn't started studying??? you guessed it. me. i dont know why i do this to myself. its like im a masochist or something. taking pleasure in pain--pain being the fact that not studying actually DOES hurt me... in the long run... and brings a whole mess of emotions to me ( ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel like i'm losing it... well everything really. I guess that this just has to happen eevery couple of years in my life... but i really didnt' think it would happen so soon after uhm the last time... I thought this was was for good... but i guess i was wrong. I don't know how to make sense of the situation, except that it was my ( Read more... )

i have to say that i'm proud of myself. i (so far) have not missed any classes on purpose. . how many of you can say that? on the downside however, i think i might have failed my first quiz of the year.... -- hehe. just a start to the year of organic chem, genetics, intro to microecon, intro to financial accounting, and social psychology... and ( Read more... )

Whoo Rutgersfest happened this past weekend ( Read more... )

update about this weekend ( Read more... )

I just finished re-watching CLOSER, the movie with Natalie Portman, Judd Law, and Julia Roberts. I thought it was better this time. To think that there are some people in this world that lie to that extent. I don't quite understand it. But in the end, they got what was supposed to happen, justice prevailed, or at least karma did. It's so ( Read more... )

there are exceptions to the rule...

some people dont change
some people will prove that they do change

which is more prevalent?

i hate getting my hopes up and having them crash down. stop crashing my world. i hope it doesn't crash.

so the update about the weekend this memorable weekend since its finally over and all ( Read more... )

ok.. so taking a break from writng a 4-5 page paper the day before school lets out.. how insane ((haha Ike has an exam tomorrow morning though, so i feel bad for him)). [this might just be the thinking that i haven't done in sooo long ( Read more... )

since when did this shit get to be so crazy ( Read more... )