I met the person I thought was "the one" a few months shy of 2.5 years ago. We were dynamic. It was my first real relationship, and the most fulfilling thing I've done in my entire life. I seriously thought B and I would end up married.

( Creepy, work inappropriate dream I had today )

I'm ready to go home. Although it was nice at first to spend some time with my family, they're starting to get on my nerves. That, combined with missing B and the two of us not getting to talk much, makes me want to be back in my apartment desperately. Getting to usher in the new year with B and spend the weekend together will be great. This will ( Read more... )

That's what my friend Carol said while we were having dinner with friends of ours. She was commenting on why all her boyfriends have been very emotional and not masculine in the stereotypical sense of the word. I agree with her sentiment, though I don't think it's the body part that matters the most ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that I have a weird definition of a relationship. To me a relationship is more than just dating someone. It's committing to be exclusively with someone you want to be with and are attracted to emotionally and physically. It's not messing around for a couple of days/weeks/months, or spending a year "sort of together but not ( Read more... )

Is it rape if you'd had sex with him before? Is it rape if you know he loves you too much to want to hurt you? Is it rape if you wanted it but just wanted to get more work done first? Is it rape when you said no but really meant not now? Is it rape if you pushed him away while you moaned? I don't think so. Must be just a misunderstanding.

I haven't posted a public entry in a while. How's that for stating the obvious? Sure, I've posted the occasional private musing, but nothing open to everyone. Why? Truth be told; no specific reason. The last year has been full, amazingly so, and it's only recently that I've realized I miss writing it all down. On the one hand, I hope no one reads ( Read more... )