The past few days have kind of sucked. I found out that one of my dogs back home is probably going to die, and I'm not going to be there to say goodbye. I've been so worried, and when I first found out, the only thing I could do was cry about it. And I can't talk to Chris about it, because every time I bring up the subject of death, he can't help ( Read more... )

 Tyra Banks. Is. CRAZY! lol. I'm watching ANTM right now. I don't know why, but I've been watching it like... a lot for the past few days. They've been having a 'modelthon' on VH1, so I've been watching it for the past few day'rs. Hey, it passes time, doesn't it? lol xD ( Read more... )

“Morning mom.” I said, putting my bag down by the steps and walking into the kitchen. I sat down next to my mom, and she handed me a piece of her toast. I gladly accepted, hoping to hush my growling stomach.

“You excited about school today?” Mom asked, taking a sip of her coffee and looking at me. I sighed and thought about it for a second. Was I ( Read more... )

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I totally iconized the fireworks that we did at our house! AH! I'm so excited... for no reason... ^.^ lol. I just love fireworks. And I love making icons... so why not combine the two? Anyway, today has been rather boring. Chris had to work, so I was alone with the dog all day. Tomorrow should be more eventful. Chris has to go to medical for an ( Read more... )

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AAHH!!!
THE TUDORS!!!

Anyway... here's part of my story...  hope you like...

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I rolled out of bed at my usual 7:15 in the morning. I looked out the window and, sure enough, it was raining. We had only lived in Forks for a week and already I was used to the constant grey sky and the almost-constant drizzle of rain. And if it wasn’t raining, then it ( Read more... )

You know, I just realized that I have a ton of P&P icons... it's pretty funny. But hey, what can I say? It's my obsession... :D

Chris bought me Becoming Jane yesterday... how sweet of him.... lol. Well, at least I'll have a couple movies to watch tomorrow when he's at work. And we're going to go see The Other Boleyn girl today. I can't wait, I've ( Read more... )

 Holy crap... The Other Boleyn Girl came out a couple weekends ago, and I completely forgot abou it. So I have to drag Chris to see it either tomorrow or Thursday, because he works this weekend and I don't want to go to the movies by myself. I hate going to the movies by myself. OH! And Atonement comes out next week... the 18th. I can't wait. I've ( Read more... )

So, things have been okay. I'm adjusting back to being a civilian again, which is nice. I haven't found a job yet, but I'm not really rushing. Once we get married, Chris is going to be making BAH, which is an extra $900-something in his paycheck. So, as you can see, I'm not too worried about it. I've just been staying at home for now, taking care ( Read more... )

don't ask why, because i don't even know. i've just been feeling down lately. maybe it's because i feel like i have no support from anyone but livia and chris. i just feel so alone, and i don't know why. i know chris is there for me, and liv and my mom... but i feel like everyone else is just... i don't know... trying to ignore me. my dad not so ( Read more... )

Today has been okay so far. It's Chris' first day of standing post... he had to get up at two this morning, and I could hardly sleep after he left. I keep having these bad dreams where I see him dying. But they only happen if he's not in bed with me. I can't figure out what is triggering them... I can't figure out my mind right now ( Read more... )