like it couldn't get any better. went to a bbq, where crazy joe's dad belts from the car at the end of the driveway, "who's that fat chick ( Read more... )

I asked him if he was ready to come out yet, and he told me no.

Intensely tired. Something won't let me sleep. God knows I've tried today. Finally crawled from bed a bit after 7 pm, my eyes scary blurry, trying to convince myself it's just from trying to sleep for so long unsuccessfully. I'm avoiding looking out of my left eye, just in case it's still blurry ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's real.

I'm scared.

Yes, I did reach the point where I realized
my life is going to change very very soon.
And with this revelation, I decided that baby can wait as long as he wants to, still tucked away in my womb. The past two, three days I've been chomping at the bit to go into labor and every contraction, every back ache, I think here it is! all hopeful ( Read more... )

My due date community makes me feel guilty. I'd love to share how wonderful everything is and how happy and content I am, but it seems like it would be ill-received, especially with everyone complaining about how much pain they're in and how they're just counting down the days until it's all over ( Read more... )

It is 8:44 and I am exhausted. I was almost too exhausted to start whining to my LJ and have actually closed this page twice. It's not a mental exhaustion, just physical, though I had woken up a bit past 2 pm with a relatively uninterrupted night of sleep [3x, but with my hips/pelvis going on strike therefore making moving a painful chore and the ( Read more... )

sun's setting now. my desk is still cluttered with everything imaginable and I'm going through a pink shoebox full of pictures and poetry, stripper memories and other people's wedding memorabilia. my soda is gone, my energy is wanning. R.E.M is playing, aptly, Everybody Hurts. i don't want to be doing this, but i don't know what else to do. at the ( Read more... )

It's the sort of day where I want to drive around with my windows down and listen to oldies ( Read more... )

This is the post where I whine about how tired I am and how nothing is getting done. I don't want to go clean and I should have started hours ago. Instead I made myself lunch, watched an hour of television, then got sucked into a timeless void of Mah Jong Quest. Somewhere along the way my mom called, making me wonder: Since when does Unemployed = ( Read more... )