we... meaning madeline and i went to monk & peggy o' neill's last night. i got my drummer addiction satisfied... ah.. he's so freakin' hot. i got to do a little drinking & dancing. madeline slept over ( Read more... )

"...You haunt me in my dreams
I'm calling out your name
(Calling out your name)
I watch you fade away
(You know your love is not the same)
I've figured out your style
To quickly drift apart
(To quickly drift apart)
You held me for a while
Planned it from the start..."
- MARIAH CAREY

"...You seem very well, things look peaceful ( Read more... )

Ok so I decided to take a nap since I haven't been sleeping alot lately. as with most things I do, it wasnt worth it. I woke up upset, stunned, scared and remorseful.. and those are the good reactions ( Read more... )

We don't have many of those days we file alway for future reference but the ones we do have... wow! Now, I'm a strange one because I don't remember a few whole days, I remember some parts of many days. Silly things as far back as age 5. Anywho. I was sitting here watching 90210, getting ready to go out for an errand-packed day in the city and ( Read more... )

I know the date and time stamp are early... so it should be obvious this entry is about Friday, May 2nd.Ok, after the Card Party at St. A's and I didn't win a darn thing I figured it was just a bad name. But after tonight and the Card Party at St. Agatha, and I didn't win anything... I've decided myself bad luck. This time Madeline won knives and ( Read more... )

Ok... So I'm waiting for Christina and Gina to call so we can hook up, therefore I'm on the laptop watching Oprah. Here's what I'm learning from Bernie Mac, Debra Messing, Eric McCormick, Charles Barley, etc.

Bernie Mac
"Raising kids is like waging war."
"It taught me anyone can commit murder" (on finding out his daughter was sexually active)

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