dream a little dream of me... no wait!
Ok so I decided to take a nap since I haven't been sleeping alot lately. as with most things I do, it wasnt worth it. I woke up upset, stunned, scared and remorseful.. and those are the good reactions.
I dream. I dream in color, vivid dynamic color. I dream in reality, where the story plays out in real life possibilities, no walking naked or falling thousands stories and laiding on my feet. No I need to dream in what could be if....
I tend to every now and again have what I call - BEWARE dreams. For example I dreamt almost a year in advance how my ex was going to cheat on me. Down to the characteristics of the girl and my reactions. See for your self.
Dream: I walked into an my ex's apartment wearing my junior year uniform carrying some sort of food. I was perparing the food when I hurt myself. I went into my ex's room to change but got stopped by his roommate C. Conklin who tried to get me to stay out of the room. I went in anyway and found him fooling around with a tall blonde. He was pretty cold about the whole thing and didn't seem to care I was upset. I turned and left, only to get directly into chrissie98's car where I got sick.
Reality: Two months into my junior year I was coming home from work and got into a car accident. I came home, changed into sweats and called my ex to let him know. He wasn't at his dorm. He wasn't at his grandma's (were he resided on occasion). So I attempted his new mom's apt. Where after two hangups I finally got him on the phone. He acted is if he was alone and exhausted, so I was went to hang out and heard "Chris, who's on the phone?" I was stunned. I know it wasn't his mom because she was away on her honeymoon. He tried to pass it off as the television, but when I heard it again, and questioned him I received the semi-truth. He was with another girl, who I found out the next day was a tall blonde. I ran to chrissie98's house where while on the phone w/ my ex, I got sick in her basement. What about the friend? Well, one week prior, we celebrated his mom's new marriage. After the reception, while we waited for his mom and step-dad he got a phone call from C. Conklin. Where he whispered in another room, (ignoring my insanely good hearing ability) explained how he was sleeping with someone else and I quote, "never sleeps alone." He was able to presuade me that evening that I mis-heard and it was actually Conklin who said those things I simply overheard him repeating them.
So when I have these dreams I freak the hell out! I don't know when or if its going to happen. I don't know the exaction way it's going to play out. And yes, ladies & gents you've guess it - I feel as if I've had one of those dreams. I guess I'll just do what I did last time. The dream haunted me so, that I figured if it stayed with me, in such great detail, I'll write it down & play the waiting game. Wish me luck!!!!
No Eddie - I'm not going to tell you the dream... it has nothing to do with you....
I dream. I dream in color, vivid dynamic color. I dream in reality, where the story plays out in real life possibilities, no walking naked or falling thousands stories and laiding on my feet. No I need to dream in what could be if....
I tend to every now and again have what I call - BEWARE dreams. For example I dreamt almost a year in advance how my ex was going to cheat on me. Down to the characteristics of the girl and my reactions. See for your self.
Dream: I walked into an my ex's apartment wearing my junior year uniform carrying some sort of food. I was perparing the food when I hurt myself. I went into my ex's room to change but got stopped by his roommate C. Conklin who tried to get me to stay out of the room. I went in anyway and found him fooling around with a tall blonde. He was pretty cold about the whole thing and didn't seem to care I was upset. I turned and left, only to get directly into chrissie98's car where I got sick.
Reality: Two months into my junior year I was coming home from work and got into a car accident. I came home, changed into sweats and called my ex to let him know. He wasn't at his dorm. He wasn't at his grandma's (were he resided on occasion). So I attempted his new mom's apt. Where after two hangups I finally got him on the phone. He acted is if he was alone and exhausted, so I was went to hang out and heard "Chris, who's on the phone?" I was stunned. I know it wasn't his mom because she was away on her honeymoon. He tried to pass it off as the television, but when I heard it again, and questioned him I received the semi-truth. He was with another girl, who I found out the next day was a tall blonde. I ran to chrissie98's house where while on the phone w/ my ex, I got sick in her basement. What about the friend? Well, one week prior, we celebrated his mom's new marriage. After the reception, while we waited for his mom and step-dad he got a phone call from C. Conklin. Where he whispered in another room, (ignoring my insanely good hearing ability) explained how he was sleeping with someone else and I quote, "never sleeps alone." He was able to presuade me that evening that I mis-heard and it was actually Conklin who said those things I simply overheard him repeating them.
So when I have these dreams I freak the hell out! I don't know when or if its going to happen. I don't know the exaction way it's going to play out. And yes, ladies & gents you've guess it - I feel as if I've had one of those dreams. I guess I'll just do what I did last time. The dream haunted me so, that I figured if it stayed with me, in such great detail, I'll write it down & play the waiting game. Wish me luck!!!!
No Eddie - I'm not going to tell you the dream... it has nothing to do with you....