So all day today I have been somewhat down. I tried and tried to come up with a way to get to the funeral (dad is having a hard time because he is up there already and the airlines are giving him grief about my checking in down here with his name on the credit card 'used') So we started looking around for alternate ways... 21hrs on a bus to get ( Read more... )

I dont know where to begin. I had thought I would have sorted out some things by now, or at least have written more about them, but it seems as though I have been busy, or allowing myself not to 'think' about recent events lately. Could be a good thing, moreso not ( Read more... )

I have been busy lately and yes, I will update on those events at another time. It's been rough the last few days though. I will not hide it anymore. To be honest, I dont know just how much I can take ( Read more... )

As a friend (reprobayt) put it...

"How do you deal with complete and total frustration - with a side order of the knowledge that there is absolutely nothing you can do to change the circumstances that caused the frustration?"

He is so dead on...

Yeah, not a good day.

*hides in a blanket hoping the world will go away*

Since October, when the "Previous Tenant" (those who know me well, know whom I am speaking about here) moved out, I have been trying my darnest to clean up the wreckage left behind. I have been working to keep bills in order, catch up with some of them, and somehow put some kind of money into this growing money pit I call 'home'. My mother cannot ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning from a dream that was a bit out there...

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