I feel...kind of messed up. Felt great after praying a while this a.m., but it keeps coming up that you cannot always feel happy, it's about what you do ( Read more... )

I think I had a weird episode over the holidays, had to reconnect with my counseling from church finally. Really it was good, but I see just how crazy I am, or I feel like it, and miserable. At my Thurs. Al-anon meeting, last night obv., they were talking about how when you look at how bad things are, you just get miserable. But if you think of the ( Read more... )

I was feeling nasty on Sun. night, got some kind of stomach bug. So sick headache, runs, stomach cramps. I think it didn't help that it was a couple days before the "monthly event", resistance seems low right then, and an overwhelming lack of energy hits me about then. Once I got up at 10 after 8 for a job I was supposed to be at by 8:30 a.m ( Read more... )

Oh, yeah, we had an anxiety attack at Patty's, a little one. I don't know who gets those, but we first had them in the 1990s, early. I didn't know what they were, aftraid it was heart trouble. But we often get it when doing housework for other people. I know there are other reason, but I think that is predominant, the housework. Also when I first ( Read more... )

We broke a tooth. Maybe it was coming, or maybe someone was up aggravating it or something at night. It's going to be much more embarrassing than painful. Many years ago I went to a "cheap" dentist at the advice of my mother, who apparently did not check prices. She just assumed I couldn't afford the one I had, the dentist the family has had for ( Read more... )

Basically the body's been sleeping overtime for the last few months, a sign of fairly serious depression. But considering all the stuff that it's been involved in without the owner knowing about it, pretty serious stuff. It is all finally getting processed after years of not having a clue what the heck was really going on.

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