In a cave

Jan 22, 2010 16:32

Basically the body's been sleeping overtime for the last few months, a sign of fairly serious depression. But considering all the stuff that it's been involved in without the owner knowing about it, pretty serious stuff. It is all finally getting processed after years of not having a clue what the heck was really going on.

As usual in this life, there are just tons of delays. Decisions are difficult to make, because we have so much input from so many people, and some people will sabotage something if they aren't being considered. Then again, certain people who are leaders need to take into consideration that they don't know everything, and some need to to realize they...

They are totally being hypocrites, they need to put the breaks on and realize some of the things they do are contrary to the main goals, it's just not honest to pretend we're going in one direction, then to swim in another.

And Ben is off for a while, George is more or less in charge. Liz is in California. Do not ask me how that works. The body is in the Midwest. What she is doing in Calif. is a mystery. Hollyangeles is there, one of the most recent houses. The Lake House is Newer, and meant to house people from all neighborhoods and residences, I believe. We used to vacation here, and the guy on the outside asked for a house cottage to be built here so Sandy and Hill could visit. Sandy was about climbing the walls without Noah, and he was here.

Dave messed things up here big time when he got hold of the map somehow. So now the map is not around. It's like the idea that you don't find old maps of the Underground Railroad--they depended on a system of people and private word of mouth. The wrong person finding map could wipe out the whole system.

We got permission from On High to return a defective item to the store, after putting it off all this time. Why it took that long is another mystery. Before that there was just a sense of forboding when we proposed it. And the word "Don't". We had to have a good motive to get any cash. This turned out to be about getting something to share with friends on the outside apparently. Particular friends.

Enough about money I guess.

Yeah, we've gotten isolated and avoided people on the outside for years, as much as possible. It's like the person posted at didsupport, she didn't send out Christmas cards (we didn't despite people who wanted to), and whatever. We have a hard time getting up the energy to do more than watch movies. The Lakehouse crowd gave Liz a DVD player for Christmas, tho' it had been promised months before. This is a blessing as it keeps her from being stone bored while in the body. For years it's been either people on the inside really messing up her life and making bad choices, or people on the outside doing same. it was difficult to navigate a course.

Taking charge for now,

George.

Edit: I think we depend a lot on the outside friends to be understanding when we're moody and uncommunicative. Well double that.

george, ben, liz, depression

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