Isn’t it the truth - thinking that because you’re not seeing it, you’re not hearing it, you’re not experiencing it NOW that it isn’t there any longer? Life can make you a fool.

I had thought earlier, just how did I become this Zen goddess, this Yoda like creature of calm? It’s been a journey these last several years and mostly, the last two that ( Read more... )

Well lets see, I’m having severe emotional confusion right now and I’m a liar. I love and am apparently loved but I can do nothing about it. I’m depressed, what *did* you think?

-k


Mirrored from "The Misadventures of Kimby".

Hi, I’m trying to listen to *happy* Mary Lou Lord music though I have this nagging need to smash things and scream very very mother fucking loudly.

Mmm ever stop and think that maybe you’re not every thing you always hoped that you would be? I am thinking this now. I’m not entirely sure that I can be everything I want to be. I realize that I ( Read more... )

*sigh* I feel so out of wack all of a sudden. Someone I don’t know just gave me relationship advice and it made me think “why am I here? What do I expect to get out of my life?” and I honestly must say that I have no idea. All of a sudden I feel all wishy washy and depressed. I feel like crawling up in a ball and just coping out….just saying “yes ( Read more... )

10:29 PM 8/5/00-Abstract

waiting for someday to drown
carry me with it into the cool of water
filling my dry lungs
so parched from screaming at you
killing my own ability to hear
my voice so painfully loud
an ocean I could bear to drink
to quench my startling thirst
mouth cottony rough from a million times
a million words I’ve carried in my mouth
a ( Read more... )