Sometimes its hard to believe that there is actually someone out there who cares for me as much as Karl does. I get confused sometimes because Im not sure how to react when he says things or does things for me. His overall generousity is amazing. I just don't know how to handle when someone treats me as well as he does. I'll never find someone ( Read more... )

I have to be the luckiest person in the world. In 2 and a half weeks I will be getting on a plane to go to California, to see a guy who I care about very much. Over the last 3 months I have gotten to know a lot about Karl and I realize that I like him more than I thought. He has treated me so well and I don't wanna do anything to jeopardize what we ( Read more... )

Karl was home last week and we spend 2 of the most incredible days together. We both agreed that we want to make something work between us cause we both care about each other a lot. He flew to Nebraska on Friday and texted me that he was there and was going out. That was like the last time that I heard from him. In his text he said that he didn't ( Read more... )

I am so beat up from softball practice this week. Our tournament is on Sunday...thank goodness! I hope I'm recovered by then! This weekend is pretty busy coming up. Tomorrow is the usual Friday at Bud's with the gang, then Saturday I have a date with Karl, and Sunday is the tournament. I'm hoping that the tournament isn't that early cause if ( Read more... )

Punta Cana was awesome! The weather was great even though it took me a few days to get used to. It was very humid there. The beach was beautiful, the water was warm and the speedos and boobies aplenty! LOL. Besides the fact that I didn't want to "shake my ass" every night I think things went pretty well. The flight was really cool. I was pretty ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a alot lately...about random things and I've decided that I am truly, truly blessed to have such wonderful people in my life, even if I don't talk to them everyday or get to see them. I'm just shocked at the generosity of others and what a stranger is willing to do for you. I've have never felt more loved than I do right now ( Read more... )

2 weeks until Punta Cana! It's exciting but what if I disappear? Check out that girl that disappeared from Aruba or on her way or whatever. I mean, I have things to do before I disappear and all! I'm excited that we're going. I'm excited to leave the country. I'm just excited all around ( Read more... )

Boy I'm tired~ It's been one crazy week but I'm finally done training in Belle Vernon. I also got a new car this week too. Yay! I'm free to drive anywhere! Yesterday Jenn and I went car shopping for her and we stopped at the Dunbar Honda dealership. She ended up knowing the salesman that was helping us. I was just being my normal goofy self and " ( Read more... )

Did you ever wonder if you'll spend the rest of your life alone? I've always planned on it. I figured that if I couldn't find someone to spend the rest of my life with, I wouldn't bother with it at all. I'd rather spend my life alone then spend it divorced, trying to be a single mother. I used to be so positive that I wanted to spend the rest of my ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my last day at Walmart in Mt. Pleasant. It was a really sad day too! So many hugs were shared and so many tears shed. I know that I'm not going very far but I see muct of these people as the second family and I will miss them terribly. I even had managers hugging me! Crazy! So to wind down last night I went to a party at Seth's house ( Read more... )