Jun 09, 2005 18:43
I've been thinking a alot lately...about random things and I've decided that I am truly, truly blessed to have such wonderful people in my life, even if I don't talk to them everyday or get to see them. I'm just shocked at the generosity of others and what a stranger is willing to do for you. I've have never felt more loved than I do right now.
I've slacked on getting this out because I wasn't sure what was going on but I'm going to get it out now. Last weekend I met the sweetest guy at the bar. His name is Karl. This guy couldn't be more like me even if I cloned myself. I know, it's a little scary to know that there is someone out there that is exactly like me. But anyway, his guy is so wonderful! He has been more willing than ever to do anything for me. He's even given me hope when I thought there was no hope to be found. He has changed my opinions on so many things. He's given me reason to believe that there is someone out there for me. This guy is so great! So...now you ask...what's holding you back?? Well, Karl is out of town with work and he won't be back til December. This makes me sad because I'd like to see him sooner than that and I can't. I will patiently wait though. I have a good feeling about this and I don't want to mess up any chances that I might have. Although I don't know what he sees in me!:p These are my first baby steps back into anything close to a relationship. I am very proud of myself. I know it's hard to understand, but I guess being single for 2 years has been long enough. Thank you for giving me the confidence I needed to get back into the game. ;)
Countdown to Punta Cana: 11 days
Adam and Sarah tie the knot: 6 months, 2 weeks