Aug 23, 2020 20:28
Last night I had a dream where I was in a department store, it was somewhere up north. I was running away from someone, and didn't want to get caught.
And oh, I also had a dream of the movie Beetlejuice, especially of the character Lydia Deetz.
I got up in the morning, took my meds, got dressed, drank cocoa, and then I called my mother and told her I am coming over.
I caught a bus to my parents' home because I felt too weird to walk, once there mom answered the door. Dad was home as well, and my brother arrived later.
Dad gave me the weekly allowance.
I ate potatoes with butter, and also a Karelian pie with butter.
I started feeling anxious again; my eyes felt like they were boggling, and I felt neurotic and manic and hysterical, like I was going to have a breakdown. I was also hyper- sensitive to light and touch.
I tried doing stretches and exercises.
I kissed my mother bye- bye, and went for a walk around the neighborhood. I felt like there was the melancholy feeling of autumn in the air.
I was so tired that I took a bus back to my hometown, and went to the supermarket and bought a birthday card, oat milk, and coffee grounds.
I wish I had the energy I had when I was sixteen years old. I could go for a two- hour bike ride or walk everyday, and visit a museum each day.
Once back home, I washed three loads of laundry.
I took a train downtown and went to an eco- shop to buy a toothbrush. Then I took a train to the city center and took a bus to a park.
I called my granny and had a nice talk with her.
I took a bus back downtown, played Pokémon Go, and took a bus back home.
Once there, I was so thirsty that I drank three glasses of water and two mugs of cocoa.
Tomorrow I will go visit the health center to pick up my free face masks, and then go to the swimming pool to ask if my membership is still valid. I will walk to my parents' home and pick up my weekly allowance. I will buy toothpaste, and go see a Swedish children's movie in the movie theater.
weekly allowance,
park,
real life,
pokemon,
brother,
parents,
shopping