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I have meant to update plenty of times, but I haven't felt too right in the head. I have had horrible PMS, not to mention I have had anxiety symptoms since last Thursday. I don't usually have physical anxiety symptoms with my PMS, so I have been mighty worried.
I have been thinking of living this "here for a good time, not for a long time" lifestyle, but right now, the most important mission in my life is to improve my mental health, and I have to improve my physical health as well. I am going to start walking more and eating more vegetables and fruits, and also take proper care of my hygiene.
I have noticed that this week has gone past so fast; just like that it's already Friday. I have barely recovered from Monday.
I have scabs on my scalp again; the hot and humid weather makes me sweat and it makes my scalp itch, I enjoy scratching the scabs, and then I have to rub Bemetson on my scalp.
I haven't felt like bathing or having a proper wash or even brushing my teeth, because I have been so out of it.
Anton and Furby came for a visit on Wednesday. Furby sat on Mirette's plastic table and broke it.
I also met Furby on a subway yesterday, she was heading to a concert with Mirette.
I was unhappy with my garishly dyed eyebrows, so I plucked them right off. After visiting my parents, I used my mother's battery- operated shaver and shaved my eyebrows cleanly off. I want my naturally beautiful eyebrows to grow back.
Last night I kept on waking up between every three hours. I had a dream where I played the first Silent Hill videogame, it frightened me a bit. I woke up about at four o'clock in the morning and I was so frightened that I scurried under the blanket and turned the edges under my body.
In another dream, me and my Wartortle were adventuring in my home country. He didn't like poke balls, so I didn't force him to stay there.
I got up, took my morning meds, got dressed, and paid my gym membership.
I ordered a recyclable packet of toothpaste tablets; you put one in your mouth and chew it slightly, so it becomes foamy, and then you brush your teeth as usually.
I went to the shopping mall and bought two gifts for Mirette; by then I ran out of money, so I had to decline buying gifts for Furby.
I went to downtown on a train and bought a vege- meal from the local burger joint; veggie burger, fries, and an orange juice.
I went to see my mother. I took a train and a bus to my parents' home. Mom let me in, dad was home as well but he was cooped up in his workroom. Sometimes it feels like he is angry for no reason at all.
We had coffee. Mom gave me 2 euros.
We walked halfway back to my hometown, mom turned back because it looked like it was about to rain. Fortunately it didn't start raining.
I went back home, later that day I left and took a train to the parish. I didn't have any energy, so I decided to head to the gym.
I took a train back home, grabbed my gym clothes and went to the gym. I walked on the treadmill for fifteen minutes.
I went back home, once there I took a shower. I brushed my teeth, conditioned and washed my hair, washed my face, put lotion on my skin, and put on a fresh nightie.
I have been thinking of living this "here for a good time, not for a long time" lifestyle, but right now, the most important mission in my life is to improve my mental health, and I have to improve my physical health as well. I am going to start walking more and eating more vegetables and fruits, and also take proper care of my hygiene.
I have noticed that this week has gone past so fast; just like that it's already Friday. I have barely recovered from Monday.
I have scabs on my scalp again; the hot and humid weather makes me sweat and it makes my scalp itch, I enjoy scratching the scabs, and then I have to rub Bemetson on my scalp.
I haven't felt like bathing or having a proper wash or even brushing my teeth, because I have been so out of it.
Anton and Furby came for a visit on Wednesday. Furby sat on Mirette's plastic table and broke it.
I also met Furby on a subway yesterday, she was heading to a concert with Mirette.
I was unhappy with my garishly dyed eyebrows, so I plucked them right off. After visiting my parents, I used my mother's battery- operated shaver and shaved my eyebrows cleanly off. I want my naturally beautiful eyebrows to grow back.
Last night I kept on waking up between every three hours. I had a dream where I played the first Silent Hill videogame, it frightened me a bit. I woke up about at four o'clock in the morning and I was so frightened that I scurried under the blanket and turned the edges under my body.
In another dream, me and my Wartortle were adventuring in my home country. He didn't like poke balls, so I didn't force him to stay there.
I got up, took my morning meds, got dressed, and paid my gym membership.
I ordered a recyclable packet of toothpaste tablets; you put one in your mouth and chew it slightly, so it becomes foamy, and then you brush your teeth as usually.
I went to the shopping mall and bought two gifts for Mirette; by then I ran out of money, so I had to decline buying gifts for Furby.
I went to downtown on a train and bought a vege- meal from the local burger joint; veggie burger, fries, and an orange juice.
I went to see my mother. I took a train and a bus to my parents' home. Mom let me in, dad was home as well but he was cooped up in his workroom. Sometimes it feels like he is angry for no reason at all.
We had coffee. Mom gave me 2 euros.
We walked halfway back to my hometown, mom turned back because it looked like it was about to rain. Fortunately it didn't start raining.
I went back home, later that day I left and took a train to the parish. I didn't have any energy, so I decided to head to the gym.
I took a train back home, grabbed my gym clothes and went to the gym. I walked on the treadmill for fifteen minutes.
I went back home, once there I took a shower. I brushed my teeth, conditioned and washed my hair, washed my face, put lotion on my skin, and put on a fresh nightie.