T wrote me an email saying some things,  things I mostly knew.   The email left me more confused honestly.  He feels guilty for our relationship he says.  That was the reason he gave for walking away.  I understand that...  but that isn't the reason he walked away.   That isn't what I felt in Arizona.  That isn't what I have been feeling from him ( Read more... )

I am just so tired.   It has been exactly one month since I flew to Arizona.  One month today at almost this exact time T and I were standing in the same room together.

One month ago today, my world looked so different.

I don't even know how I got from there to here.

As I sit here receiving text messages from a husband who is telling me how ( Read more... )