I feel like I am constantly running from a feeling. A feeling that follows me everywhere I go, in everything I do. It's a feeling that has been there for awhile now. Probably since before Trent, before John.... probably since the end of my last year of my 3 good years of work with my good team. I distinctly remember walking out of the ( Read more... )

T wrote me an email saying some things,  things I mostly knew.   The email left me more confused honestly.  He feels guilty for our relationship he says.  That was the reason he gave for walking away.  I understand that...  but that isn't the reason he walked away.   That isn't what I felt in Arizona.  That isn't what I have been feeling from him ( Read more... )