It took a whole term to write a frakking 1700 words for ENG 307. I can't even begin to express how much I hate myself right now.

Why did it have to be this term, God? What would you have me do?

My relationship with God has been a confused one. Oddly enough, what brings me closer to Him is a romantic relationship. It's like the realization of exactly how vulnerable I am sends me into a tailspin that ends with me curled up in His word, clinging to His every promise like it is the only thing between me and devastation ( Read more... )