When the moon fell in love with the sun...

[karneol_vision]

I was looking through some of my older CDs to wallow in melancholy and depression for as long as it takes, I just can't write substancial comments it seems nor anything.. and yeah.. this.. #｡◕ ‿ ◕｡#

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This should make a fanart for... something...*coughing fit*
(You must watch the video on youtube.com, I'm afraid, but it's worth it, it's very sweet,

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[lady_quark]

*coughing fit*
Hm, there must be something in the air right now.

And this really really should be inspirational enough to spark something bigger - or be the fuel for something that's already been started.
Chrm chrm.

[karneol_vision]

Chrm chrm. ?
Lol. What is that? Ist that a sound? What does it mean? Are you alright? ;)

Might be something in the air, might be indeed. though I could not say what, as obviously I was trying to relate an obviousness of things, heh.
... I may have understood that now. Or maybe not, I don't know >.<*

Personally I've been drawing for the last two days in a manner that has left me two minutes away from a Sehnenscheidenentzündung. And now I have even more sketches that need processing and/or colouring.
Lol, I also have the goth detectives if that still interests you xD As much as I enjoy doing the illustrations, for a while I just need something less real-life-like (especially when it feels so close to home) and more of the fairytale-like-comfort quality.

[lady_quark]

That's clearing your throat for you. ... I guess it's just one of these sounds which can't be translated adequately into words. See, it's not an 'ahem' ... it's more this thing when your voice is really gone and you're trying to get it back. That's more of a 'chrm chrm

[karneol_vision]

Oh, yes, I get the sound now! Yeah, that makes sense

[lady_quark]

(randomly checking my email inbox, whoops, I owe you quite a lot of comments

[karneol_vision]

Ah, the pity… oh well, obviously your doctor needs some excitement and fun in her life xD

[lady_quark]

Argh, no, I didn't meant it in an offensive way when I lamented about the pointlessness. I never meant to critisize you for it, for sure. It's just, communication is such a difficult thing itself and then add in a foreign language and the emotional distance and lack of body language caused by the interent and it gets ... just so terribly strenous to express yourself the way you want it. All the more when you're beating around the bush

[karneol_vision]

I didn't take it as being offensive :) It is as it is, and frankly, talking on the internet makes it even easier to beat around the bush and slightly less embarrassing.

Indeed indeed xD and yet…. xD Truth is I always expect people can see through me and know what’s on my mind even then when there’s virtually no way for that to be possible. So much for being egocentric, lol.
And why wouldn't you label him as the sun, I was not talking about that moon. To be honest it has taken me several listenings to figure out what the sun was doing/saying and what the moon, and even now I’m not completely sure. Like who is having tea, and who is barely hanging on. I mean I take it as the video shows it and it works, but in the end that’s not necessarily the only way to understand it, what with the English syntax and overall grammar

[lady_quark]

(ugh, sorry, this weekend was CRAZY and all over the place in all the right AND wrong ways and yeah. I should finish conversations I'm starting, excuse my bad manners. ... And genuinely, I'm sorry for what happened yesterday and especially the way it went. I know there's nothing I could say or do to make this less bitter, so I won't say anything more about it

[karneol_vision]

It's alright, I can hardly blame you for having a life can I? I just get lonely and yeah, it's sad when virtually no one's ever around, I need to get myself something to do and set some priorities myself.
Anyway, it's good that you enjoy yourself and are well and everything, especially the crazy good stuff :)

This about looking through person, that is a much deeper issue than you think. There is a big space between one person and the next, always, like that novel says, every man dies alone, some people also live alone, that's why I'm looking for otps in fanfic so desperately, otps that are like one whole person. But in reality, one has to consider that the next person truly has no clue what goes on inside you, even if it's some simple things only. That's remarkably sad.

Howard and Vince are so much more easier to place really, although they have clearly moments that show they're not 'flat' and one dimensional. Heh, i just recently read these meta pieces 51 Questions Answered About Vince Noir and 51 Questions Answered about Howard

[lady_quark]

*HUGS* I know that feeling and personally, I think it's so annoying that I haven't read anything from 3/4 of my flist during the last month or the last two or so, but I think that's why I'm letting LJ (or at least conversations via LJ) slack these days, too. I'm sorry, though, I really shouldn't do that. It's not bringing these people back, either

[karneol_vision]

Well, now that you ARE finished with your Abi you have some time to relax from all the stress and enjoy some of the other stuff that's been happening. except for that First Aid boy, that train's unfortunately left the station so to speak, lol x)

I think maybe people would also pay more attention to other peoples feelings and try to act less often like jerks and be better if they could see what their behaviour does to others.

[karneol_vision]

Right, I don't know why I bother telling you as you're clearly not around these days, but since I mentioned I'd be posting art this weekend, and I don't like not being true to my words (not because I think it's in any way important to you or that you're waiting for anything, you know) but I won't be posting.

I just had to communicate something.