When the moon fell in love with the sun...

[karneol_vision]

I was looking through some of my older CDs to wallow in melancholy and depression for as long as it takes, I just can't write substancial comments it seems nor anything.. and yeah.. this.. #｡◕ ‿ ◕｡#

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This should make a fanart for... something...*coughing fit*
(You must watch the video on youtube.com, I'm afraid, but it's worth it, it's very sweet,

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[karneol_vision]

It's alright, I can hardly blame you for having a life can I? I just get lonely and yeah, it's sad when virtually no one's ever around, I need to get myself something to do and set some priorities myself.
Anyway, it's good that you enjoy yourself and are well and everything, especially the crazy good stuff :)

This about looking through person, that is a much deeper issue than you think. There is a big space between one person and the next, always, like that novel says, every man dies alone, some people also live alone, that's why I'm looking for otps in fanfic so desperately, otps that are like one whole person. But in reality, one has to consider that the next person truly has no clue what goes on inside you, even if it's some simple things only. That's remarkably sad.

Howard and Vince are so much more easier to place really, although they have clearly moments that show they're not 'flat' and one dimensional. Heh, i just recently read these meta pieces 51 Questions Answered About Vince Noir and 51 Questions Answered about Howard Moon. They were utterly entertaining and at some points even enlightening, lol.

With Julian and Noel, it often goes so twisted and really weird, I mean obviously, since they are real people and not just figures, and even though, as they say themselves, they're similar to these characters, still, you know they're real people with many more, uhm, layers... and layers of two unusual people at that.

Oh, you're so easy with your Spaniards *shakes head* x)

[lady_quark]

*HUGS* I know that feeling and personally, I think it's so annoying that I haven't read anything from 3/4 of my flist during the last month or the last two or so, but I think that's why I'm letting LJ (or at least conversations via LJ) slack these days, too. I'm sorry, though, I really shouldn't do that. It's not bringing these people back, either ...
Also, I wish I had time to really appreciate all the crazy good stuff that has happened last week but there is none :/ I went to a First Aid workshop and got handled by the boy/man I had the biggest crush on when I was 14/15 and NO TIME TO ENJOY IT because as soon as I come home ... well. ... Anyway, I'm trying not to let this get to me at the moment. Not until I'm eventually done with my exam on Friday.

And, surprisingly, I think I have never heard the connection or the meaning of an OTP phrased like this before, but I find it's very true and absolutely appealing. That's what OTPs should be about! ... And yes, everything's different in reality, of course. Which I'd like to think as quite good, though, I wouldn't really like it if people could tell how I feel and what I'm thinking from the distance. But it turns us into loners, eventually, too, I agree.

Must come back to these metapieces on Friday, then! ;)

Exactly that.

And I guess I am. ... I'm not sure if I mind, though. ;D

[karneol_vision]

Well, now that you ARE finished with your Abi you have some time to relax from all the stress and enjoy some of the other stuff that's been happening. except for that First Aid boy, that train's unfortunately left the station so to speak, lol x)

I think maybe people would also pay more attention to other peoples feelings and try to act less often like jerks and be better if they could see what their behaviour does to others.