I have this amazing boyfriend right now. Things are going practically perfect with us with the exception of some things that I personally need to work on.. like my whole drama thing. I'm over all of the drama with everyone so stop bringing it to me.. and I'll be a lot less stressed all the time ( Read more... )

This is so incredibly difficult

Is it bad that I feel so out of touch with everyone and everything or is it just that so much is changing so fast that I can't keep track of it all? and for all of you wondering this is probably going to be a really emotional entry. I feel like I'm one of the outcasts that people only talk to when there is no one else there and that really sucks. ( Read more... )

This summer has yet to be what I was hoping it would be. There has been some drama, nothing that involoved me or anything, but stuff that involved some of my closest friends and I'm sure everyone knows what I'm talking about. The only crap that's been happening with me is basically stuff with my family for those of you who know that's great for ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I've updated this thing. I just have a few things to say ( Read more... )

So basically this has been a pretty damn good break so far. The first week I went to Ohio, it was nice seeing my family and hanging out with all my cousins ( Read more... )

So drama is pretty much overrated, but sometimes it can be quite fun ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that things in my life wouldn't have to get worse. This has seriously been the worse week ever. I don't know what I'm going to do. I kind of want to die. That might make it better.

**So not being in guard is different and yet it feels so great to have more free time on my hands, to just relax and hang out with some amazing people ( Read more... )

I miss band, I'm not gonna lie... I do have my regrets about quitting. I kind of wish that I just sort of stuck it to the man instead of leave. My mom wanted me to, but she said when it all came down to it it was my decision. It's not that I wanted to quit, it's that in a way I had to. I almost cried watching Malaguena last night, knowing that I ( Read more... )