Nov 22, 2007 21:02
I have this amazing boyfriend right now. Things are going practically perfect with us with the exception of some things that I personally need to work on.. like my whole drama thing. I'm over all of the drama with everyone so stop bringing it to me.. and I'll be a lot less stressed all the time.
When I'm with Scott it feels like nothing can bring me down because he's just so amazing and has a lot to offer me. He's always telling me to not make him my life but to make him a part of my life. This is where my thought comes into play. How do I do that? I mean with most of my friends moved away it's kind of hard. All of my friends that are still here have other things going on with them that we just don't really hang out anymore. I try but we can never get our schedules to coincide with each other. Plus my friends also have boyfriends who they are with a lot. So it kind of makes it hard for me not to make him my life. I'm trying not to.. but I just don't understand that concept. I'm so in love with him, and I know that everyone thinks it's too early to be in love, but I don't. When I started hanging out with him we practically knew everything about each other with in a couple of days. I'm just so comfortable with him it scares me but I love every minute of it. He makes everything feel so pure and it amazes me how he does that.