I literally fell asleep in the hot tub yesterday afternoon, until my phone buzzed & dinged because T sent some text messages. I don't think I've ever fallen asleep in the hot tub before? That sounds dangerous, although maybe it isn't, maybe people wake up immediately upon drowning? Yeah, I barely slept Friday night because of the anticipation of ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for my massage in 10 minutes, my work day is essentially over ( Read more... )

I completely forgot about any sort of National Something Writing Month this year, but November starts on Tuesday.  Do I skip it this year or try to write something without having thought ahead about it during October ( Read more... )

I was enthused by the scale at my HMO ... so I pulled out my own scale ...

what if I have the spoons to get on the scale each day to lose more weight ...

I've lost 10 pounds, but I want to lose 10 more ...

shit,

I want to lose 10 more,

I promise I won't create a spreadsheet LOL

[when the numbers take over I'll want to lose 25 more, though]

I have to drive to the condo today to get the key for tomorrow's dermatology appointment, I have to go to the dentist this morning, I thought I'd combine both with a trip to the office so I don't need to go in on Friday ... but now I'm reconsidering ... maybe I'll want to go in on Friday so I can stay at the condo Friday night and get a haircut on ( Read more... )

Ben wanted me relaxed, said take my time, so I got into cleaning the condo more than usual -- although not quite a complete white-glove treatment -- and then I cleaned out my butt -- and then invited him over ( Read more... )

Feels like the week is going by slowlyThis morning I want to go on a walk and then lift weights.  Might be another slow work day -- it seems lots of people are on vacation with families so the workflow has slowed WAY DOWN.  It will probably pick up abruptly when people return after the 4th ( Read more... )

I can drop into the middle of them over and over,

and I think second season Picard is going to be like that, like first season,

keep dropping into the middle of them,

over and over,

stories don't need to end

as the main thing I'm freaking out about, with respect to going back to the office, is fitting into my work clothes,

I'm happy with how I look, right now, I'm not feeling dysmorphia, it's just about fitting into my work clothes,

I told this to B in the hot tub,

he said, "Buy new clothes,"

yeah,

but sticking within my work clothes waist size ( Read more... )

OCD Bug is forever entranced by questions like: how many countries are there?  Why are there even countries?  Because there is no definitive answer to these kinds of abstract questions.  What is a country?  There are 194 universally "recognized" countries -- countries that all agree they are all countries, under international diplomatic agreements ( Read more... )