I talked with Ben about Dax, told him about how I fell apart so painfully last weekend with B, spoke about being there aside Dax as he passed,

this time I didn't fall apart, which isn't necessarily a good thing, except I know Dax would want me to be happy/pappy,

For the rest of my life I will be able to cry upon demand, that wasn't a thing before

Went running and then lifted weights despite the sore throat, which is now feeling better anyway.  Also have had time to process all the simultaneous crap of yesterday.

Will go to condo on Friday morning to work from there, while there I'll check the dead laptop to see if there's an easy-to-fix loose wire.  If so, good.  If not, then I'll send it to ( Read more... )

Typing this on my ancient iPad, because the backup laptops and current iPad are at the condo.

My own laptop suddenly died a hard cold death yesterday while I was cooking dinner. It was working normally all day, and then suddenly was cold, dark, unresponsive -- would not reset or power on, wouldn't do anything.

Had been a busy and stressful day as it ( Read more... )