Whenever I sit down at my computer, I blank out and lose all resolve and all good thoughts I had in my waking hours.

Why is it so hard for me to turn thoughts into actions?

Life is not a formula. Life is not an equation to be balanced.

I sat in church this morning, listening to today's readings about ( punishment and repentance )

I'm feeling MUCH better than I was on Monday. Part of it is that I've gotten stuff done, part of it is that I've gained perspective. Part of it is the snow :-P

( Beneficiary )

It appears that I can cut and paste last year's resolutions ( Read more... )

The holidays are over. There's music to learn, classes to prepare, cleaning to do, etc. I find myself on edge, yet paralyzed during the daylight hours.

I know what I need to do. I know I have time to do it. But I can't. For, you see, during the day, the world is working, and I'm not. I'm at home. I feel insignificant, as if nothing I do ( Read more... )