As usual its easy to complain that life is to busy to take a few minutes to catch up with the world. It is, and then again its not. (being that lately i have enough time in the day to change my nail paint color, yes i have become one of those girls, no fear though i still catch up on the ncaa and irl.)  so the quick 411 ( Read more... )

I spent thanksgiving completely alone. Sitting around alone for extreme periods of time is like a self journey. a mind is capable of wondering almost anywhere. at times i wish my mind would be put on a leash, or at least have restricted areas. Like usual I am contemplating many things in my life, but more so now than ever before. It is likely the ( Read more... )

So we are all stupid for leaving college and wanting these insane fantasy lives we once imagined. Moving home was well as I imagined one of the worst possible things ever. There are other things, like working, reading books, looking for new music...and i have ran out of ideas. But i do sadly enjoy a few things like going to the movies aloen and my ( Read more... )

I find myself in in scary territory. Not the horror movie scary, but the uncertainity of knowing what lays before you type.  Essentially I have finished college. (Pending my private pilot checkride attempt #2, because i got lost in north dakota) But here I sit left with one week to enjoy my freedom of not having to write five page papers or wake up ( Read more... )

so far this summer had been going fairly smooth. i had a pedicure today, was in a glowing fantabulous mood, until tonight that is ( Read more... )

i have promised to give myself a portion of my scholarship money, rather than paying off my negative bank account because flying.  I have yet to decide if part of it will buy me sanity out of here for a weekend, a massage, a yoga class pass, or a mini makeover. Its partially because my funder is my main supporter in making sure that in times of ( Read more... )

If you like to surround yourself around peoples of litle miss sunshines and happy go luckies, then stay away. My 'cloud of negativity' as it was told to me, might be contagious! So I shall only surround myself with people who are fine from being contaminated by me.  Even if it is my flannel sheets, mugs filled with coffee and people hundreds of ( Read more... )

cars drive by. friends communicate between themselves. others study contently like myself. the various interactions of the world i visualize from this couch. i'm ready to leave this. become the person who communicates with others not lonily sits and studies being jealous of those who sit with friends and enjoy cups of coffee ( Read more... )

when it comes to studying flying, there is nothing else i'd rather be doing than listening to music. I love the idea of flying, but studying the regulations and rules to the point of exhaustion nearly takes all the fun out of it.  School has that effect on subjects people at one point in time may have liked. Its sad knowing that its all coming up ( Read more... )

There are many of us that have a show we love to watch, it makes us feel better, it cures our lonliness, it can even help define the way behind some of our reasons. For me its Sex in the City. Unlike people who have never seen it think it just about sex and girly things I would like nothing other than to sit them down with  me and teach them ( Read more... )