up side of the down
i have promised to give myself a portion of my scholarship money, rather than paying off my negative bank account because flying. I have yet to decide if part of it will buy me sanity out of here for a weekend, a massage, a yoga class pass, or a mini makeover. Its partially because my funder is my main supporter in making sure that in times of stress I manage myself by finding something destressing to do for myself. So thanks to people who don't give up, and take 'clouds of negativity' with support and offer encouragement and support.