lying awake in dark

Apr 20, 2007 16:38

cars drive by. friends communicate between themselves. others study contently like myself. the various interactions of the world i visualize from this couch. i'm ready to leave this. become the person who communicates with others not lonily sits and studies being jealous of those who sit with friends and enjoy cups of coffee.

Wild Monkey Sex.
Yes alexis, thats right, the Funkey Monkey from Luna but Kate style in her own words. I had the coffee shop make me one today and they looked at me funny, and i didn't even get to call it the cool name, just an Iced Mocha with Banana syrup in it. Definately craving a chocolate smoothie too and a River Trail cookie.  If i could i'd go home and make some before work, but i have no sunflower seeds, or m&m's.....

off to target to end depression now. while i walk i have my soundtrack playing in my head, with each step the piano keys are stroked and someone plucks the strings of the guitar. I am my own movie. A sad one, but ready to meet the world again when I leave here.

Don't let people go unthanked when they mean a lot to what life means to you. 
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