Had a good, if stressing weekend. This is mostly a reminder to myself to actually write about it before the memory slips away. I'm just killing time as my computer scans itself uselessly while I try and figure out what's wrong with it. I'm just fucking exhausted from every goddamned step and every motherfucking thing being a fight for the past ( Read more... )

Revelation: I've always really been this much of an asshole, I'm just much less disciplined about keeping thoughts to myself anymore. A comforting thought in an odd way.

Had a pretty relaxing weekend. Friday night was just geeking out at home, Saturday was Path sealed event and going over to Kim's friend Anna's house for awhile. Picked up a decent ( Read more... )

Some shit I just want to throw out of my head -

Viddy's birthday party last night. We hosted a surprise one for her, and it went off pretty well. Was nice having a bunch of people over to just relax and piss away the time. It becomes very hard to just sit back and ... not do anything particular. The reminder that I could actually still do that ( Read more... )

I've spent the last couple of weeks re-familiarizing myself with L5R. The question at hand, presented to me by other people, was pretty simple - "Was it really as bad as you think it was? Really?" The answer is of course no. I have far too active of an imagination and a well developed sense of bitterness to make anyone rational think it was that ( Read more... )

Once my "travel oh god travel everywhere" time is done for the TYC this month, I will probably have a decent amount of downtime once again. I keep thinking that I need some sort of outlet where I go and regularly do shit with other people in some attempt to relax like a "real person" and even meet people who do not suck. Right now the only two ( Read more... )

New Esquire is in, so there'll be a survey to mess around with soon. Probably tomorrow or next day on my lunch, if I get to actually not work through it. Work is picking up pretty hard - This month and next has me running around for the TYC all over the state, and the foreclosure counseling is starting to take off which is pretty good and all. The ( Read more... )

I signed up for a Facebook account out of more than a little curiosity. Unlike the MySpace, this place is apparently where everyone on the planet congregates without any restraint. Facebook is, apparently, a giant planet-wide chatroom and BBS rolled into one. A secondary effect of this is that I've been in contact with a good stack of people I had ( Read more... )

I change my mind alot, which is a little weird given that my usual contribution to any sort of public inquiry tends to be as interesting as "I dun care". It's not that I don't have opinions, because I do: they're vast, shifting things not unlike the yawning faces of Those Who Lie Dreaming, beckoning you into madness. I have opinions on everything ( Read more... )

First off, shameless theft from espvivisection  - http://www.fuckyeahneilpatrickharris.com/

It is exactly what it sounds like - Neil Patrick Harris. Fuck yeah.

Nikki came over last night and we did what I had foretold to her voicemail - drink alot and play Guitar Hero. After spending most of ( Read more... )

I woke up at 7:30ish this morning after just crashing out last night. I felt hollowed out still from yesterday, but I also had that sort've weird energy you get when you're over feeling like shit and just need to do something animated. Unfortunately it was still pretty cold out, and I was up earlier than most stores - I had planned on picking up ( Read more... )