Light the candle.
Today is the day.

No,
I'm not fucking depressed.

No,
I'm not fucking emotional.

No,
I'm not fucking PMSing.

No,
I'm not just being a girl.

Light the goddamned candle.
Today is the day.

Celebrate, I say.
Like you never have before.
You don't know when you time here
is done.

Don't dwell on the stupid things.
On the things that won't change
your life ( Read more... )

Words.
Sometimes
they can't do it.
They don't do it justice.

Words.
Possibly,
all we have in this world.
But-
what are they?

Sounds formed from our mouths.
Shapes formed by ink on paper.

Words.

Everything,
and
Nothing.
At
the
same
time.

Limited by their use.
Limited by their meanings.
Emotions can hardly be explained
by words.
Love.
Hate.
Hurt.
Joy.

We know the words,
but ( Read more... )

Here's to starting over
again
and again

Why don't people like me?
As long as I can remember, I've been asking myself that.
is it because I'm too opinionated?
Is it because I have moral standing?
Am I obnoxious?
Am I annoying?
Am I just plain horrible?

Why do people disclude me from plans?
Why do people plan and organize around me?
Why do people talk about me ( Read more... )

It seems like,
even small children weep for me.
Out of pity.

"O' Lawd!" They cry
As their eyes well up.
"How we hope we never 'ought to be
Like that sad little lady over there".
And then they stare.

It seems to me,
like history repeats.
Over and Over AGAIN.

The only option you have, it to restart, renew,
and start all
over
again.

I have this confession.

I'm in love.

With who?

With this girl who lives down the hall from me.
I would have her babies if I could.
But, I don't think that's physically possible.
This is a different kind of love though. Its not sexual.
I'm not a lesbian.

She's a great person.
And I hope she knows who she is.

<3 you Burrbin.

Uhm, btw world...
you're pretty unfair.

Uhm... i had this HUGE blog idea in my head.. but I'm in so many motherfucking
MSN convos I can't even fucking think straight. Can everyone Shut The Fuck Up for thirty-three seconds?!
No? Fuck you.

Silence. Alas.
okay. so, I was walking back from the mall today. And it was nice. It was just me. And My iPod.
The ( Read more... )

I am honest to god having the WORST DAY EVER..
I dont even know why!!!

FUCK MY LIFE!!!!
ugh.

and its over the STUPIDEST SHIT EVER!!!!!
right? Like.. wtf?! Right?!?!??!

AN IMPROPERLY COOKED EGG
OLD HASHBROWNS
MISSING CLASSES
LONG NAPS OF INSANITY
COWORKERS FORGETTING THEIR KEYS
CELLPHONE COMPANIES CALLING YOU BECAUSE YOU OWE TOO MUCH FUCKING MONEY
LOSING YOUR  ( Read more... )

WHY IS NOTHIGN WORKIGN OUT??!?!??!?!?!!

ugh. fuck typos.
I'm so far in debt, because I can't stop fucking spending.
And, fuck.
im just TIRED.

Merb.

Looking a little farther back (figurativley, of course), Ive realized a few of my mistakes in life. It's like a never ending pattern (History repeats itself my friends!). The same things happen. Never not happening. Never not stopping. Never Never Never. No, I can never say I will never repeat the same never-ending mistakes that I have already ( Read more... )

Hey world.

For those of you who care.. and eyes are actually passing this sentence right now: Hello, and im sorry its been so long. But anyways.. life happens. people get busy... myspace gets used. lmao

ANYWAYS AGAIN!!!!!

Im pretty angry and upset and sad.. because it seems to me, no matter what i effen do.. i cant find a guy. AND no, i am not a ( Read more... )