Tomorrow is going to be a little different. Lately I've been 'exploring my anger' as I call it, and I'm going to start up something called "Whining Wednesdays" where I (and others) get to voice my aggravations. The caveat? One must also channel that anger in a meaningful direction. Anger with Purpose ( Read more... )

My OCD had me stuck this morning. I had a slowtime schedule and a regular recovery schedule and my brain couldn't decide which to do, thus locking me into inactivity. Finally managed to veer toward my normal routine again, at least until my surgery. Many, many revelations today, some of which I haven't mentally or emotionally processed yet.

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So Thursday I had lunch with Marie, then crashed in preparation for work. This would've been my only day off, except I picked up a shift so I could pay for a bus ticket to Hagerstown, where the shooting for the Trapped! movie was to occur. Day off meaning I only had to work two hours at the DanceStudio, although as it turned out I never worked ( Read more... )

I don't know what has gotten into me lately, I've always been terribly unconfrontational when it comes to being wronged as a customer (which is odd, considering I'm so confrontational elsewhere sometimes). I guess I'm learning that just 'taking money elsewhere' isn't always enough, and that when people wrong me it's okay to flare up immediately. ( Read more... )

Watch this video taken by insurgents in Iraq. Well, wannabe insurgents, on account they didn't fare so well. Somewhat graphic; as I like violence to show real violence. I must have anger issues, or something, or maybe the US just has wannabe pussy issues. Not the soldiers, I mean the armchair pussies who think peace on Earth is going to happen ( Read more... )