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[jackiezzz00]

I love my friends! You guys make me soo happy! and GAHH! paintballing was so much fun! but i have a lot of bruises =(

I like you* haha if it were only that easy.. lol

the fortune cookie told me to tell that special someone something but the fortune wasn't really mine..so? chhicken GOAAT!

umm Jeah.?!?..

im tired

Halloween? what should i be for

Comments

[siggytheking]

you went paintballin?? awesome.

[jackiezzz00]

yeah! it was really REALLY FUN! haha

haha

[bigbassman]

that was my fortune cookie lol. Matt looks the same as he did when he was a baby lol. Also, you know what, you shouldnt give a shit what emil says, you are too cool and smart to drop down to his pathetic level.

You da woman!!!

Re: haha

[littlecryingboi]

my pathetic level? excuse me? if you have something to say turn around and say it, im right there! barely a foot away in second period. If you've got something to say then talk. It would be a first for any of you. untill then dont talk about levels because your all on the same one.

Re: haha

[bigbassman]

Im really tired of this nonsence, why dont you please tell me what your problem is, last time I asked you you did not really get to the point. All I remember was you one day, all of a sudden u stopped talking to me anymore. I believe it had something to do with Sven, but what did I do?; I would really like to know. Oh, and yes it is a pathetic level, since you, out of all people should know that Jackie was a true friend and still is willing to be. You should seriously think before you talk; I dont really care if you call me stupid, immature, back-stabbing, etc. But please dont hurt jackie because she doesnt deserve it. I dont want to have any kind of interaction with you, as you may already noticed. I try to ignore you, which is basically what you want; so why dont you do me a favor and apologize to Jackie.

Thank You

PS: Im not trying to be a smart-ass or anything, im being completely sincere.

Re: haha

[littlecryingboi]

Like i've always said and already told you. Anyone who surrounds themselves with losers is a loser. You have the least of my attention out of everyone but you seem to always be the one who chooses to recieve it the most. So thats your own fault. Defending them doesnt make me hate you any less either. I think your the smartest of them all so you should know better. Let me tell you something about TRUE friends. I've gone through so many friends. I've had hundreds and lost hundreds and I'll tell you that I've learned one thing from it all. A true friend NEVER gives up. I wont get into detail on what I mean by that but sure enough I can tell you I dont owe anybody anything. Call me cold hearted, an asshole, evil, sick or whatever. It makes no difference to me what level im on because I know where I stand. I think I deserve an apology more than anyone after all the hurt and dissapointment I've been taking from Jackie and all of your prick friends. Whatever I gotta go bye.

hurt

[littlecryingboi]

oh I get it, your talking about me. I think your friends are stupid, they made me lose something very valuable that my mom gave me before she died.. then never said a single sorry or helped at all.. great friends right? yeah I can tell. and you? anyone can tell that youve only been my friend because you were obligated to since Jana was, you only hung out with me because Jana did and you never talk to me unless theres abselutely no one else in the entire universe to talk to, and even then chances are slim youd talk to me. and recently when you were complaiing of not enough time hanging out with your best friend Jana.. what ever happened to not enough time with Emil? i mean what the hell? I thought I was your friend too and that you wanted to spend time with me also.. no complaining about that. thanks alot. I feel really loved. what great friends I have. thats the respect I get.. and whats worse? Im ALWAYS made to look like the bad guy with everyone when im the one thats been hurt. how the hell do you think I feel? whatever, I hope you

Re: hurt

[jackiezzz00]

um, wow. i do miss you or i did?.. When i was going through that whole i miss jana thing i missed you too. but while thinking about that i thouight of last year and how you just forgot about jana and I while you were going through some kind of emotional crisis and it just completely broke my heart, and i never got a sorry or "i miss jackie" from you. so yeah, i do miss you now but im also confused. i kno this comment probably makes no sense, but it makes sense to me. and im not trying to mkae you look like a bad person. just dont say hurtful things about me, when it isnt even me your whole problem is revolving around. why the fuck would i get a good laugh out of losing a good friend? im sorry, but you say things sometimes that make no damn sense. and i hung out with you only because of jana?!?! are you shitting me? it was me that broght us all into a three best friend circle thing. omg i feel really used now. how can you say that? after all the time and friendship given to you? i even believe there was a point in our

Ive done my part

[littlecryingboi]

This is exactly why I always went into those emotional crisis moments. Because things like this happen and it makes me sick. If you took more time to talk to me... which you never have (admit it, you never talk to me and if you do its biefly to tell me about your day). You'd know I dont believe in apologies, and even with that in mind I apoligized publicly in a few entries for my behavior several times before which is the best anyone can get from me. Oh and.. I always mentioned you in journals and stuff in the times we havent talked, I even remember you even commented saying how its nice I still think about you even when we hadnt done much together or talked at that point. As far as the obligated friend goes, maybe in the beggining we were all equal but somewhere around the middle you just cast off and didnt seem to look like you gave a damn about anything concerning me. Even more so when things between me and Jana got started. Even if you did, it was that convincing cuz you always had this like "shield" against me as if you didnt

Re: Ive done my part

[jackiezzz00]

but you never try starting up a nice conversation with me. at least i, every now and then, ask you how you are, and whats up. you never ever talk to me, you dont even smile let alone say hi to me in the hallways at school, why

[koolaidolio]

yo im here now haha

[jackiezzz00]

lol omg

YO!

[bigbassman]

update more often

Re: YO!

[jackiezzz00]

who? me or Gio?

yo

[hellboyanarch66]

hey jaxter! havent been online in a while. none of u are online anymore. or are you? i just havent been online in a while. still luv the 1 i do. so, hows it been? nice pics. there's nothin to write nemore cept my bday is not too far away. only 20 days left. ill write when something interesting happens. cya!