i cant do this crap anymore. life is really beggining to get to me. as far as stress from school. trying to keep my shit together and at the same time make everyone elses situation ok. i feel like shit in every way possible. i cant eat. i cant focus. i made the biggest mistake ever by breaking up with my girlfriend. its horrible. i mean, we aren't ( Read more... )

at the moment i am sitting in first block IWE in the main office. it is straight up boring. no work to do yet. i have my camera i think i am going to film a little for my senior project. basically doing a teen life documentary. interviewing some people as well as following people around to see what they do and how they interact with others. not ( Read more... )

so i'm once again sitting in first block doing absolutely nothing. AGAIN! but no matter. gives me time to think about stuff. and currently i am thinking about my girlfriends ex-boyfriend. this guy is such a fool. he is still totally stuck on her and they broke up over like 4 months ago. i can't blame him for being stuck on her, she is such an ( Read more... )

again in first block. sitting here in the main office with absolutely nothing to do. i have this whole thing planned out to surprise Ashley for christmas. basically i am buying her a few things as well as making a mirror etching for her. also, i am buying a box of freeze dried rose petals. white rose petals. and basically on christmas eve night i ( Read more... )

Last night was the first time in a while when I actually got a good nights sleep. I totally don't understand how I slept so well either. As you may have read in my previous entry, I am stressing quite a bit over my girlfriend and some stuff she is going through right now. And on top of that I felt like total shit because I am just totally worn out ( Read more... )

I am in a situation right now where someone who I love very much is in need and i can't be there to comfort her. I really wish i could be there for her and help out and understand the whole situation. But unfortunately it is a very sensitive subject so I'd rather not pry and just do my best to comfort her. I don't know what I should do. I mean ( Read more... )

well, i'm sitting herein first block. working in the main office. i must say the school year is going by somewhat fast but it is so effing boring it hurts. i'm just glad i have relatively easy classes this semester that way i dont have to worry about doing a tn of homework each day. next semester is a diferent story though. i have workouts 3 days a ( Read more... )

friday night. pretty much nothing going on. watching friends and random people being with their boyfriend/girlfriend makes me miss her so much. she doesn't know how much she means to me. for the times i miss her most, this beats it 10 fold. can't wait to see her.

so i'm sitting in english/media class. just chillaxin. supposed to be thinking of a story for our next video. we're doing a ghetto version of sleeping beauty. should be pretty entertaining. i'm pretty bored right now. looking forward to hanging out with my girlfriend after school. after that i dont know what i am doing. no school tomorrow. probly ( Read more... )