first time...
Last night was the first time in a while when I actually got a good nights sleep. I totally don't understand how I slept so well either. As you may have read in my previous entry, I am stressing quite a bit over my girlfriend and some stuff she is going through right now. And on top of that I felt like total shit because I am just totally worn out from the week already. Conditioning and the Holiday Hoops tournament. It's all wearing me down both physically and emotionally. But anyways, last night I slept unusually well. But I had a strange dream. Some parts were good and some parts were just random. Of course all of the good parts included my girlfriend because she makes me happier than anyone else. But there were some weird things also. There is this kid that is totally in love with my Ashley, I have no idea who he is. I've seen him around, but I don't know him personally. Anyways, in the dream this kid comes up to me and says " Dude, are we friends or not?" and I respond by saying " Of course, I mean i want to be." and then this kid says " Well if you really are my friend you would break up with Ashley." I told him it wasn't going to happen and then he got upset and walked off. Then I had an encounter with her ex-boyfriend. He is hella stuck on her but she hates his guts. He comes up and tells me I am fucked up for going out with Ashley and that I don't deserve her. And then I call him out on all the stuff that Ashley has told me about him. How she doesn't like him at all and how she says he treated her bad. I don't know why these things happened in my dream. Maybe it's a sign. Saying what I don't know. But I do know that I will never even think about breaking up with her. She is the best thing in my life. And I know I will try my hardest to not do anything to give her any reason to question our relationship. I know we both love eachother very much. And I know we both want this to last forever. So I really have no idea why this dream happened the way it did. But besides that I really can't complain. I had the best nights sleep I have ever had in a long time. And today I feel like a brand new person. Everything feels so right today. I woke up early, went to the store and bought a rose for Ashley. After that I went to Starbucks and got some coffee. Came to school gave Ashley the rose and kissed her. Today is just perfect.