Gah!

Having a numb period at the moment, but fuuuuuuuuuck I feel deathly miserable quite often in these last few and most likely following days. The feeling of something finally finishing, dunno. I guess I feel lost a lot of the time when I can't control it, like nothing makes sense and life's just falling apart around me. Its shit and I hate it, I ( Read more... )

A friend died last Saturday. The night before I was talking to her, we were having a good old laugh and I wished her a good night as she went out clubbing. She talked to some of my friends even though she didn't know them, and brought a smile to all their faces just by being her natural self ( Read more... )

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