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So...
I haven't had all that of a good week. Nathan and I broke up on our one month. I'm pretty sure we'll be getting back together though, he needs time to think (only a few days from what I've heard), so that cheered me up. I was crying all Sunday and then again Monday morning though, but Av and Corey were there for me. Thank you guys so much *shmugs and hugs* I don't know what I'd do without you. I'm pretty down without Nathan, and I do still care about him a lot and he does care about me too, he just needs to think. Ah well, at least its (supposedly) only a few days.
Oh yeah, and on Saturday night, I went to a party thingus, and ended up running after one of my friends whilst drunk, tripped, and fell. I now have really disgusting abrasion/graze/cut things: on my right hip, a small one in the middle of my right arm, a bigger one on the side of my right forearm, two on my right shoulder, three Matrix-like spinal plug lookalikes on three of my backbones, and a sprained right thumb.
I would take photos of them but I figure if anyone wants to see them they can ask me in person. I can assure you they really hurt though, and every time my mother reapplies Betadine to them it hurts even more. It's rather irritating though, the pain stops me from doing some everyday things, like lifting a glass to my mouth, moving fast at all, sleeping on my right side, and some others. It's not a terrible disaster, its just really irritating that I can't do the normal things I do.
ARGH! I just bumped my shoulder. *sigh*
I bought a new single the other day, "Everything Burns" by Ben Moody Feat. Anastacia. I like it a lot, its grown on me like mould on old bread. Except in a good way.
I just had a thought, and that is I really don't want to grow up. I might go around acting mature a lot, but I really don't want to face the world on my own. I mean, I know I have my friends, but thats not what I mean. Just a thought.
I am getting iritated with little children (okay, they're above the age of 12 but still) using words like "love" and "i'd give you my soul" and shite like that. I apologise if it offends anyone, but honestly, they do not have the emotional maturity, strength, or understanding to comprehend the true meaning of those words. Sure, they can understand what love is towards family, friends, pets, but to use the word love in the context that they use towards one person who they "truly love". They don't know what emotional pain is even, and it frustrates me. Love is an important word, and shouldn't be taken lightly.
Anyway, after my rant, I have some random things under the cut, not really that random, but I can't classify them together and therefore can't be bothered trying. I think I may write some slash later, because I've put off writing some for quite a while. Far too long.
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Anyway, I guess I better get going to doing whatever I want to do on the god-forsaken internet, I hope you're all well and as for me, well, I'm sure both the sorts of pain I'm dealing with will go away, hopefully one goes quicker than the other.
Good day to you all.
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I haven't had all that of a good week. Nathan and I broke up on our one month. I'm pretty sure we'll be getting back together though, he needs time to think (only a few days from what I've heard), so that cheered me up. I was crying all Sunday and then again Monday morning though, but Av and Corey were there for me. Thank you guys so much *shmugs and hugs* I don't know what I'd do without you. I'm pretty down without Nathan, and I do still care about him a lot and he does care about me too, he just needs to think. Ah well, at least its (supposedly) only a few days.
Oh yeah, and on Saturday night, I went to a party thingus, and ended up running after one of my friends whilst drunk, tripped, and fell. I now have really disgusting abrasion/graze/cut things: on my right hip, a small one in the middle of my right arm, a bigger one on the side of my right forearm, two on my right shoulder, three Matrix-like spinal plug lookalikes on three of my backbones, and a sprained right thumb.
I would take photos of them but I figure if anyone wants to see them they can ask me in person. I can assure you they really hurt though, and every time my mother reapplies Betadine to them it hurts even more. It's rather irritating though, the pain stops me from doing some everyday things, like lifting a glass to my mouth, moving fast at all, sleeping on my right side, and some others. It's not a terrible disaster, its just really irritating that I can't do the normal things I do.
ARGH! I just bumped my shoulder. *sigh*
I bought a new single the other day, "Everything Burns" by Ben Moody Feat. Anastacia. I like it a lot, its grown on me like mould on old bread. Except in a good way.
I just had a thought, and that is I really don't want to grow up. I might go around acting mature a lot, but I really don't want to face the world on my own. I mean, I know I have my friends, but thats not what I mean. Just a thought.
I am getting iritated with little children (okay, they're above the age of 12 but still) using words like "love" and "i'd give you my soul" and shite like that. I apologise if it offends anyone, but honestly, they do not have the emotional maturity, strength, or understanding to comprehend the true meaning of those words. Sure, they can understand what love is towards family, friends, pets, but to use the word love in the context that they use towards one person who they "truly love". They don't know what emotional pain is even, and it frustrates me. Love is an important word, and shouldn't be taken lightly.
Anyway, after my rant, I have some random things under the cut, not really that random, but I can't classify them together and therefore can't be bothered trying. I think I may write some slash later, because I've put off writing some for quite a while. Far too long.
My LiveJournal Friends
Try out this Meme
Brought to you by BearPodcast.
You Were a Spider
You tend to be the master weaver of fate - both for yourself and those you know.
A creative force, you tend to work from divine inspiration.
What Animal Were You In a Past Life?
Anyway, I guess I better get going to doing whatever I want to do on the god-forsaken internet, I hope you're all well and as for me, well, I'm sure both the sorts of pain I'm dealing with will go away, hopefully one goes quicker than the other.
Good day to you all.
Love the Gazza