I hope we make it better this time.

Phone calls and happy tears and late night talks; kisses, dancing, puddles, rain. Movies, making out, public displays of affection, green eyes, bright smiles, stars. Dreams and theories and intellect, romance. Hot chocolate, lynx lake, walking everywhere, overeating, feeling sick, sex ( Read more... )

I'm a fucking mess.

The corporate guy came in to check on Baskin Robbins today, and he said everything looked good. So now I'm making waffle cones and drinking a cappucino blast thing, trying so hard not to pick up that phone.I took a long shower last night, shaved and even put lotion on after I got out, and I walked to work today, which at first ( Read more... )

I'm not angry and I'm not sad, I just don't understand.

It's this time of year. When it all comes down.

I'm selfish, I'm insecure, I'm unhappy with who I am. I don't work hard, I am lazy. I'm dishonest and meanspirited to the people that love me the most. I eat for the sake of eating, eat food that I don't even like because I am too god damned apathetic to actually prepare something good ( Read more... )

I will never ever be the same again.