I'm not angry and I'm not sad, I just don't understand.

It's this time of year. When it all comes down.

I'm selfish, I'm insecure, I'm unhappy with who I am. I don't work hard, I am lazy. I'm dishonest and meanspirited to the people that love me the most. I eat for the sake of eating, eat food that I don't even like because I am too god damned apathetic to actually prepare something good ( Read more... )