it's been a while since i wrote in here. i'm not sure why i'm doing it now. just a means of documenting my thoughts and feelings, and getting them out there i think. a lot has happened in my life. my birthday has come and gone, and all i feel from it's passing is just this great sense of failure. which isn't too different from what i usually feel. ( Read more... )

wooow i haven't been here in awhile. but i dunno, maybe i should have. a lot of things have been going on and i'm sure people don't really get my stake in them, or why i do the things i do. but before i get too hard into the latest drama of my life. i guess i'll talk about something good. i'm not sure when it happened or why, but it appears i've ( Read more... )

i didn't manage to sleep in much today. i guess i forgot to turn my alarm off so it went off at like 9 this morning. though i managed to laze around till like 10 before i actually got up. not sleeping, just laying there. yesterday left me pretty beat.... well kinda. it was like as soon as i had down time after the swimming and the workout, i just ( Read more... )

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gah so tired! well icbc went well, and it went terrible. the guy that hit me still hasn't come forward, and the damage to the car might count as it being a loss, so they won't fix it. the well part is that the car still runs, and they didn't try to make me sign anything... i just hope to get this all over and done with soon. i hate dealing with ( Read more... )